Middle of the night there was a girl who crying like a child
lost her doll. Just a word in my mind can describe the feeling in this girl.
“can we unite again without any doubt, without any hesitate,
without any backstabber, without any dengki, without any tak puas hati. Can we
just smile and laugh together again? Can we just forget the past? And reborn a
new history of a great friendship. I’m lost.
I’m feel alone. I try to smile but maybe I’m to hard or maybe I’m not too good
to be yours friends or maybe am I a bad mouth? i don’t want to talk about worst. I just want to be good and if I’m
wrong please forgive me. I don’t mean to hurt all of you my friend. My friend. Share
with me your pain your happiness. I’m also a human. There is a heart that beat
every second and can die in any time. Truly, how can I just look at what happen
to you .wondering around what why. How can I forget our friendship. Can you
forget that? Human make mistake. I can't live. Lost of me. stress. .when there in
no solution in life. There is ONE that always looking."
YA ALLAH, YANG MAHA BESAR, YANG MAHA AGUNG, YANG MAHA
MENGETAHUI, MAHA PENGAMPUN LAGI MAHA PENGASIHANI
Ya ALLAH, jika dugaan ini adalah untukku.tabahkan lah
hatiku.sabarkan lah hatiku. Dari kecik lagi jika melibatkan persahabtn aku
adalah yg paling lemah. Kuatkanlah hatiku ya Allah.aku redha,aku trima. Jika dugaan
ini membuatkan aku menjadi insane yg lebih baik.kuatkanlah hatiku YA Allah.kuatkanlah
hati2 kami.jauhkanlah kami dari sifat dengki.dari sifat iri hati.dari sifat
berkira..permudahla urusan ku.ampunkalah dosaku ,dosa kedua ibubapaku,dosa
abang adik2 ku.dosa sahabat2ku.saudaraku dan muslimin muslimat.ampunilah kami
YA Allah. amin
